1 f Jef, Carry on....

Another week has come and gone.   Hell week #2 has been wrapped up, put away, and locked tight.  I don't need anymore weeks like these past  two.  I did have a bright spot half through them though..........

This inner child loves to have fun and when provided with "fun" stuff, or "fun" subject matter, I go to town and let loose and hope that I don't get caught. Well, I got caught.  Like being caught with your hand in the cookie jar when that "I'm guilty" grin spreads across your face.  I knew it was going to happen sooner or later.  I would have preferred it happening much later though.  Thanks to a nice twitter friend, she felt that 1 f Jef needed to know about this blog. Thought he might be flattered by it.  She asked me, I said no, but it was too late.  Our tweets crossed paths.  She did it.  She sent 1 f Jef the link.   No, I am not mad.  It was bound to happen.

My blog has been let out of it's comfy zone and 1 f Jef now knows that he is the written conversation on a weekly basis.  I really wanted to bury my head in the sand and not come up for air.  Even more so, when 1 f Jef sent me a comment.  He liked the blog. "Nice blog", he said.  "Thanks for being so kind."  What could I say?  How could I possibly respond when I was so tongue tied that it caused my hands to be virtually paralyzed.   All I could do was send a measly little smiley face.  The kind you do with a colon and a right parentheses. How original.  I couldn't even come up with some smart ass comment.   His response gave me heat stroke.  I didn't think I could blush.  Well, I was proved wrong on all accounts.  Red on my face is not a becoming color.  Trust me on this.  Now that this blog is out of the bag, the choice will be his as to whether he reads it or not.  I will continue to say it like I "sees' it, and tell a story.  I am just an inner child who loves to play hard and have fun.........I still think people need to let loose once in awhile and really look at life.  It's way too short......but, it's their choice to do.  I'm just a messenger, so to speak!!!  1 f Jef, thanks for taking the time to read it.  You are wonderful subject matter.

I actually feel relieved.  It will be up to him whether he wants to read some entertaining gibberish from a crazier than life woman who loves to have her human host live through the eyes, mind and body of an inner child.  She was young once.  Lived a fun life, and does not regret one day of it.  So, I have no regrets that he knows about the blog.  Happy reading 1 f Jef.  I hope you will continue to read all about you!  I'll continue on as long as there is something good to post.  That's a hint blue eyes.  Give us something to gawk at or read.  Be "you".  Post some fun quotes.  Give us what you used to give us.  A funny side to your life.  You started with the "nerd" comment.  I find that being a nerd is simply an intellectual badass.  This is you.  So whatever term you use, nerd, badass, whatever......just continue giving us the side we want to see always,  the blue eyed, skinny jean, high and tight hair, guy.  Now that the heat is coming on, we do love shirtless and shorts, too. Give us a flash of flesh from time to time.  We don't mind.  We all enjoyed you skimming over the water recently.  One thing about that day, where was your life jacket? 

Since it's out in the open now, what really, really, really, gets my heart beating so fast is the way you......oh, hell.  I cannot divulge that yet.  But, you do make us all laugh, smile, and giggle like school girls.  You are giving us some fun.   You do make some blush beyond control.  We are the loyals that have your back.  Now and for always.  Just so you know, I write for your fans.  I write this blog for them as much as I write for myself.  They feel what I am writing as if I have taken their thoughts, their words, and put them on the screen for everyone else to read.  This is their blog, your blog, as much as it's mine.  

How many ways can the media say 1 f Jef has been to jail?  OMG.... For me, about 10 too many.  Once is just fine.  Why, yes!!!!....1 f Jef was young once, or I should say much younger. And, he had way too much on his mind, girls, school, friends, having fun, learning, girls...he just plain forgot about the ticket (for not wearing a helmet while riding a scooter). He was just a typical teenage boy.  I love the bench warrant being put out.  Took another "little" run in with the law, again with the scooter and I believe not using your turn signal, (you are such a badass) to find out you were a wanted man by the law.  Gosh, just think, this was the start of something good for you.  You still are a "wanted" man!!!!     What I really love, and it's the best part, too, you beat the media to the punch.  You CONFESSED, and on camera, too.  How many reporters are now saying "damn it", I've been scooped by 1 f Jef.  I'm surprised they hadn't dug up this bit of funny information.  Kudos, 1 f Jef.  I needed this.  We all needed this little coup this week.  I'm still laughing over it.  I knew already that you were human.  This put the icing on a cake and a sweet, finger lickin', lip smackin' good one, too.........Got anymore skeletons in the closet we should know about?

Carry on 1 f Jef.  Enjoy yourself in Cabo.  Catch some waves and some rays.  Have a good time.  Post pics please.  We'd love to see a bit of the scenery down there, with you in it, of course.

Spring is here and Summer is just around the corner.  I'm just wondering....what kind of memories are being stirred up during this month of May?   The first year for anything, good or bad, has to be lived through before you can look further down the road.  We're healing slowly.  I think you are, too. You should know, we only want good things for you.

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