Still obsessed and still sad

For the millionth time, I have watched, and rewatched, and glued myself to my laptop, the last season of the Bachelorette.  Fortunately, I am not the only female/or male to have done this.  I do read the other websites where you can leave comments.  The comment sections are such a riot to read anyway.  I don't feel so alone in my obsession with one F and Em............I just can't figure out what went wrong when everything seemed so right with those two.  But, I was not a fly on the wall when it all went down.  I do think that the break up was pressure related with all the garbage being printed about the two.  How can you possibly have a life when you are scrutinized 24/7 by press that stink of animal smells constantly.  I don't need to name names when it comes to garbage press.........my heart tells me that the breakup is a cover for them.  Somewhere, and sometime down the road , these two shall meet and be a couple once again.  Can you tell my fingers, legs, arms, eyes are so crossed with hope??? !!!!!! Maybe I am a foolish romantic.  We need more one F's in this world and  more gracious woman such as Em............one thing for certain, my obsession with these two is slowly diminishing.  It was fun while it lasted.  I just want to them to be happy, content, and full of life.  Whether it be together or apart.......life is way too short to not be happy.