I like being an inner child. I'm reminded again, that life is precious, time is ticking away, and that some people are just not friendly. I'm not fond at the moment of human nature. People, personalities, lifestyles....we're all different. If we were all alike, this world would be boring and uninteresting. What I like, you may hate and vice versus. This is human nature........but when it gets out of hand, that's when I don't like humans and their nature!!! I like this quote "Chocolate doesn't ask silly questions. Chocolate understands". I eat chocolate........a lot.......
Mean people bother me. I have no place in my heart for meanness. I don't tolerate it from myself. I realize that peoples meanness is their insecurities surfacing. But why share your meanness.....twitter is a wonderful source for relaying information to a large population of people without ever leaving your easy chair. You share ideas, quotes, thoughts, feelings on twitter. People comment. Put their 2-cents worth in. I do, my human self does, and a whole lot of other humans out there and also their inner children. Twitter is used for all sorts of communication, awareness, and stupidity..............
I am very fond of 1 f Jef. I've never denied it and in fact have admitted that I am somewhat obsessed with the kid. Not because he is pleasing to the eye (I know he is!!), but the philanthropy of 1 f Jef and his company. His looks and voice are the bonus parts I get. I don't think for one second that 1 f Jef ever lost focus with his company. Twitter on the other hand, is making sure to everyone that he's a player, a womanizer, a fame whore.............The media has a way of sticking in me, little pieces of doubt that plague me when I start listening to Mr. Reasonable Doubt. The media baffles me with bullshit at times. 1 f Jef himself stated that "very rarely do people take me seriously because of the way I dress, the way I act. I like being underestimated, because people, if they really care enough to get to know me, they are pleasantly surprised. I'm very different from other business owners, because I am YOUNG and want to ENJOY life." These lines from his mouth, bring me back to reality.
I don't have to look far for inspiration when it comes to writing down my thoughts on 1 f Jef. Lately, though, I've had a hard time keeping my fingers from lashing out on a keyboard, exactly how I feel about some people. What it boils down to, it's none of my business and it's none of their business, what 1 f Jef does. The only person he's hurting, if he's hurting anyone at all, is himself. There are too many people out there in cyberspace world, that want to take the fantasy away from me. Why do you care? Holding on to a bit of the "happily ever after", helps keep me holding on to hope. I know it probably won't happen, but I can dream and hope. No one can take away my dreams, my hopes, my desires. The only person who can do that is me, myself, and I.......no one else. If reading about 1 f Jef bothers YOU, and it bothers YOU that me, and all the other people out there, still want to hope, wish, and dream, then push the "ignore" button in YOUR brain and move on. It's a free country and we do have freedom of speech, but we also have the freedom to let people choose what they want to hear and see. I choose to see the good in 1 f Jef, and I choose to hear it, too. And, I choose to read how people will still defend 1 f Jef and Emily. I still feel that if its meant to be, it will be meant to be. I will continue to look and listen to 1 f Jef. I'm not hurting anyone but me. I am choosing to look beyond his youth at times, and see the adult in him focus on a good company. I also don't have to look at your comments on 1 f Jef and how he should do this and that. Or how I should move on and get a life. I do have a life. A wonderful life. 1 f Jef just happens to give me a creative outlet for my thoughts. It's the brainless people that seem to comment on how I should get over it and move on. If they had a brain in their head, I think they might see beyond the end of their nose and see a whole world out there. But they are brainless..............which also makes them sightless and deaf..........
"If you treat people like shit, it's going to be thrown right back at you. Don't wait to be covered in it before you realize that you are the pile of shit that stinks".....author....ME
As long as 1 f Jef exists on this planet, there will be people who will take it upon themselves to let me know that I need to move on. I will. But not until I want to. He's just a small portion of what fascinates me in life. He's a small portion of what intrigues me. He's a small portion of my fantasy. He is Prince Charming.........Emily will always be the Queen. Whoever he chooses in the long run of his life, will be a princess, but never the Queen of Hearts.
Hope is always there. It sometimes just hibernates until you poke the bear and it wakes up. My parting thoughts: " Dazzle yourself with brilliance, eat chocolate, and never erase a smile off your face."...
love,
Me.........
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