Monday, March 25, 2013

1 f Jef, I Hope, I Hope...

More often than not, my human host will wake up after she smells the coffee..  But not totally until the effects of caffeine has made a quick rally through her veins and has penetrated her brain.  At times I do question her mental status even with her wake up beverage in her.   She really is a good person.  I know because I reside inside her.  Deep in side.   She lets me out to play.  She knows that I need fresh air.  I need to look at what's going on in this world.  I need to listen to the sounds of life living on.  I need to touch the glory of what is around me.   As long as I play nice with the other kids, she lets me out to play.  So knocking sense into someone is out of the question....at least for right now......

I have been watching, listening and searching for any type of info on what is going on with Mr. 1 f Jef. Something is not right.  Something is going on.  Something is happening.  Something has already happened.  That "something" has a whole lot of people wondering, pondering, and contemplating.  Voicing opinions once again on a matter that none of us have a clue about.   But being the inner soul of a human being, I also fall victim of the same feelings.  I also wonder what goes on in the mind of 1 f Jef, the people surrounding him, the meat and potatoes of People Water.  There is a change coming on.  Just like the weather, I feel it in my bones.  A strong storm is coming.  I've been waiting for some kind of report, a warning, or something........anything to help ease the fear.  But so far nothing has come about.  I hear that no news, is good news....well f*@k that.  News is what I need to hear.  We all need to know that all is well on the home front.  I don't like to be held by a thread, hanging upside down, by my toenails, waiting for answers.  But........guess I will have to hang upside down like everyone else and wait............what a head rush........

In the meantime as I wait for answers, I'll gaze at a fine piece of photography that came out over the weekend, actually it was an okay piece of work. The caption that went along with it  "Never back down from a challenge"...was a perfect line for the picture.  But, the picture was not quite right.  I had to make it better by zooming in on the subject matter.  The subject matter of 1 f Jef, standing so tall and gorgeous on a stone pedestal waiting to jump in to the oblivion of a chlorinated pool.  No telling if he actually jumped or not.  If he did, I hope he came out okay.  If he didn't, then I hope crawling back down he didn't scruff up those pretty little knees or gouge any of that beautiful torso he has developed.  Or did you land in the bed of cactus that looks like it was reaching for you?  Falling short I don't think was an option.  Was that your challenge?  Or, does it mean something entirely different?

Wow.........technology these days with computers allowing us to zzzzzzzzzzoooooooooom in on pictures.  Enhance all or part of the picture.  Crop and rotate......technology is a fine thing to have when it comes to viewing 1 f Jef...........Yummy, delicious, beautiful, fantastic, scrumptious, holy-hell-hot, and I'm not describing the garden of cactus either.  Yes, technology is nice......and in living color, too!!! I do have a question in my mind.  What are you wearing?  Was this a spur of the moment, I-dare-you challenge?  Cause, it certainly looks like you're standing in your Calvin Kline.....or something similar! Just wonderin'.............

Even looking at pictures, it still brings a sadness over me.  There is tension in the air that is so thick a knife couldn't cut through it.  The tension has been building awhile.  It doesn't take one being a rocket scientist to figure something is amiss.  My human self knows the power of words.  How words can effect someone.  Saying something nice and complimentary can make someone feel alive and special.  Saying something rude, crude, or down right mean, can cut someone to the quick and make them feel horrible, awful, even if it's not intentional.   In this case, it was intentional.   Not necessarily to make the person feel awful or horrible, but to let them know that different lifestyles can alter ones beliefs.  One might have more than the other, but it certainly shouldn't affect the goal at the end.  IG is a source to look at amazing photographs and also say what you feel.  Saying what you  mean in the moment.  Is that what happened last week?  Pictures and words to hurt?  Again, just wonderin'........

I'm not writing in riddles.  Just what I see in print.  Reading the many opinions of a lot of people. Putting pieces of a puzzle together myself.   I was  hoping for some kind of press release, a statement from 1 f Jef, or from..........somebody, someone, anybody on why there is an empty space on People Waters Peeps Crew page.  Why is he missing?  Why is he not there?  If a new picture is to be put in his place, then why isn't it there already?  Why has 1 f Jef, been quiet all week?   Who, what, and where are you 1 f Jef?  Your fans with inquiring minds want to know.


Between the ying and yang of Cody and 1 f Jef, they have indeed unfollowed each other on twitter and IG.  This leads many people to believe that 1 f Jef is gone from the company.  I did notice that Cody has listed himself as Founder, Chief Water Giver at People Water on IG. Is he saying he is the Founder of Chief Water Giver (meaning Cody himself)?   Or is he saying he is the Founder and Chief Water giver (meaning he is the sole founder of PW)?   Why have we not heard what is going on?  Something is not right.


People Water is not going anywhere.  The company is still strong.  I still support it.  Always will, regardless of where 1 f Jef is.  People Water is a local company here in Utah. I support the locals.  I buy from the locals.  Whatever 1 f Jef decides to do or is still doing, I will support him also.  I will also support Cody Barker, too.  These two are ying and yang.  One balances out the other.  If what I am reading is true, then they've lost the balance between them.  I hope not.  Friendship is something you don't want to take lightly at all.  Friendship is like being married, you have to take the good times along with the bad.  People anymore give up and don't fight for what is right.  They give up, move on and hope they can survive with something or someone else.  They don't work for it or at it anymore.  If you believe so strongly in something, then that should always be your goal.

My favorite sport to watch is soccer whether it be American or international.  Love futbol........ In this game, there is a 50 yard line.  The object of the game is to cross that 50 yard line in the middle of the field, and kick the ball into the opposing teams net.  It takes team work to get the ball down there and into the net.  You kick the ball back and forth.  Sometimes the opposing team takes the ball away and tries to kick it across that 50 yard line and into your net, thus making your dream of scoring a goal, a distant dream because the ball is further away.  But you rally back. You take the ball away.  You fight for it.  You push and shove.  And, you also hope that life doesn't throw you a yellow caution card your way, or even worse a red card.  A red card is the last thing you want.  In means you're out of the game. You have to leave the field.  You're done. Is that what has happened?  A red card has been issued, and someone is now out of the game?

I hope, for more love, more joy and laughter
I hope, we'll have more than we'll ever need
I hope, we'll have more happy ever afters
I hope, we can all live more fearlessly
And we can lose all the pain and misery
I hope, I hope

(Chorus - I hope - Dixie Chicks)

I hope, for more love, more joy and laughter, I hope that we'll have more than we'll ever need....is that too much to ask between the two guys?  They have a history, a vision, a friendship. But I am seeing dislike, sadness and unhappiness.

I hope, we'll have more happy ever afters...yes, I know, I'm still hoping for that fairy tale ending.  I'm a girlie girl and I can hope!!!  Truthfully, I want a good happy ever after for PW, Cody, and 1 f Jef.  Whatever has happened, or is happening, or maybe nothing is happening, I just want to see a good outcome, for all of them.  Life is way too short to carry grudges, to harbor hurt, and hate.  At some point in time regret will ease in to their souls.  Live your life with no regrets.  Or at least try to live your life that way.  It's not a perfect world out there.  These two are not perfect either.  Flaws are there.  Cracks in the foundation will exist in anything.  It's these cracks that need to be filled in and it's the base of all good companies and people.  Filling in the cracks takes work.......

I hope, we can live more fearlessly, and we can lose all the pain and misery.......I hope, I hope..........there must be a way to change what's going on.  No, I don't have all the answers........

The words in the chorus and the last line above,  are now my new words of wisdom.......


Twitter@CotySimon



No comments:

Post a Comment